Yes, I am homesick...again.
I guess that's normal when u haven't seen ur home in almost one yr.
It could've been different. I could hv been.
I can't see anything but this Tuesday...Poland...again.

I am lost in so many different ways that i can barely see the right one.

I think I finally got use to my reality. My little world.
I just found it difficult to understand that the more time I live here the more Polish I am.
I miss my family. My brother. I wish I am out with him at some skatepark. We laugh. A lot. He is my inspiration, his laugh is. He has problems I know that...I'm tryin to help him. It's difficult though. Because we've had the same problem and It's hard to get somebody out when u'r still in same place as u were before.

I miss him so much.